Sunday, June 14, 2009

tomoro's installation at china + chaotic thoughts....

haha, tomoro going down with karen and lim to install MSSQL, finally get to see how this is done! so now i'm gonna get down to studying the intricacies... yawn... i stilllllll prefer pervasive...

~
ignored,
not knowing wat to say,
i can only sit in a corner,
observing,
wondering,
thinking,
is this true,
that i'm disliked,
despised,
unwanted

God forbid
wat am i really thinking?
wat if i am despised by almost everyone,
does it even matter?

as long as i'm happy,
with myself, with the world
at peace in Christ
nothing else should matter,
absolutely nothing

People's opinion?
sheer nonsense?
gossip?
i will say this is purely humbug

to change myself for the world
to lose oneself in the pursuit of
getting most people's understanding,
indeed total foolishness!

at the end of it all,
me, myself and only i
will suffer,
and for the sake of wat?
nothing.

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