old peoples.........

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As one gets old, the natural things start coming in, forgetfulness, naggyness, insecurities, worries, physical manifestations like illnesses and wrinkles and so on...

yes, when one gets old, one will reminisce about their past, how fun and energetic they were when they were kids, going out to play and getting into all kinds of mischief... but they never say they enjoy old age, never been happy and always griping about their aches and pains...

no wonder, everyone fears aging and tries every way and means to stay young, look youthful etc.

although i'm only in my early 20s, i feel that age is catching up... suddenly i hear of frens stepping into the next milestone of their lives, either getting married or being a mum!
wow i think to myself, i feel that i haven even grown up mentally, although physically am already there... time just flies..... wat will i feel when i step into the next milestone? how can i manage all the responsibilities of a household when i'm still like a kid myself?

somehow, maybe.... i'll suddenly grow up when i'm married and have a kid of my own... sometimes, its all in the hormones.... or sometimes, circumstances force us to become "stronger"
in character because of the added responsibilities... or mayb its also the power of LOVE... because you love ur partner and ur child, u will protect and care for them as much as possible...

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yup, just some innermost thoughts, however jumbled...