yes, wj wants to noe how to sing, and he's upset he cant sing... u noe wat i think? i think everyone can sing, just open ur mouth and let ur song out... there's only the difference between singing and singing WELL...
he wants to sing well, and he wants ppl to appreciate his singing, that is the truth of the matter, nt that he cant sing! the only ppl who cant sing are the physically challenged, they cant even speak for that matter!!
i noe he really appreciates that i can sing, but he doesn realise that i, too also appreciate his abilities, and sometimes get upset that i cant do it? he can create stuff, write stuff, is a deep thinker who is really mature abt all kinds of issues, has his own opinions abt things... i wish to be like that too, but i noe, i cant! cos we all have our limitations/weaknesses. We are God's creation and i think God does not wan everyone to be similar to everyone, machiam like some factory manufacturing.
i'm thinking if everyone is perfect in watever they want, wat will the world be like?? i think there could be more rivalries, more conflicts because ppl noe that they are perfect, they have every skill that they need, so why shd i let u win or let u get that coveted position in the organization? (something along those lines...)
because of ppl's limitations, there is a flurry of different activities, ranging from road-sweeping, cleaning, odd job labouring, construction, to art drawing, dancing, musicians etc.. because ppl have to live with their limitations, and make use of their strengths!
do not think that just because they are considered lowly kind of jobs, they can be looked down upon... can u imagine a world without cleaners??? we will need to pick up after ourselves and be more responsible for our actions like littering! our place cannot be as conducive for a living environment!
so back to the "sad" issue of not being able to express urself, to me that is quite bull... i noe i cant write well, but yet i'm writing in this blog, abeit expressing myself badly, but i dun give a damn...
i'm writing out watever is in my mind, and u noe my mind is nvr organised. it jumps from one pt to another, with nothing to link each other..
the fact is only expressing urself to get ppl's appreciation is the point... its nvr abt the point of "oh i cant express myself through this/that." wanting ppl to appreciate u is perhaps one of the hardest things, coming from me who often feels unappreciated by ppl ard (besides wj). at certain times when i think back, i feel so hurt and pained, sadness washes over me like some tsunami.... but i also get over it quickly, especially after a cry.... or i will self talk myself out of it...
SO, self talk is very impt, and is as crucial as discovering ur strengths and making full use of them... or so i'm hoping i can develop, I WILL!
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