karen just now told me a good news, that she's bac together with ian! thats great! and wat she told me was that ian had received Christ without telling her! lol! she said she did not want him to do this because of her, and that he genuinely wants Jesus into his life... and he admitted that at first he did so to get her back, but after listening to the sermon, he really wanted it... i was happy for her too!
well, sometimes, i wish that wj could do that too... to genuinely accept God into his life... but this i leave it to God..
this also got me thinking, like sometimes, i wan wj to do certain things but nt for me only, and that he is interested also... however this is tough, nearly impossible cos we are worlds apart in 80% of our interests, like his love for anime and manga, his philosophical viewpoints, his english dramas/movies etc.
is hard to get him to like wat i like, and he said b4 that he will do so if i wanted him to, but the point is he does not genuinely like it... and he has strong opinions which i wont/unable to argue..
so although i feel sad at times, i just gotta let it be, cos we are sooooooooooooo different, it just makes it harder to figure out how we even get together and lasts so long (it casts doubts in my mind abt our future together...)
anyways, this is again me rambling... though i digress from my happiness for my fren :)
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