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yes, there are just some things that i can do.... i can be rid of all my past resentments and look to the present and the future with happiness...
i can carry myself forward despite the hurtful things she said... in full understanding that every hurtful word in the world comes from a heart filled with anger....
i can understand that her illness comes from all the worries and stresses... the inability to let go of her control of authority, her need to feel respected...
i can understand my inability to let go of my ego, to talk nicely to her, wanting to prove her wrong all the time, while in the process actually proving her rite....and refusing to admit it (the theory of resistance)
recognising all these, i feel a sense of calmness, like being closer to God :)
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