xmas dinner

had a really wonderful company dinner last nite @ mandarin oriental! i ate up mostly the crabs, lobsters, sashimi, roast ham, and cakes! the cakes were fabulous, sweet but not that sweet, and the coffee flavour of the xmas log cake just makes it all so yummy!
after dinner we had lucky draw of some sorts, with everyone eventually getting a present. the funny thing was i got the present that my dad was eyeing, wine and cup set! so everyone was congratulating me, saying, "good, then u can give to ur dad!"
haha! call that fate, it was meant to be my dad's when he first caught eye on it! LOL

the end of the year

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with the year ending,
a new beginning awaits,
new trials and lessons,
new people,
and mayb even new frens,
but one thing never changes,
God's love for us.

as i reflect on wats going on in my life,
i realise,
its all about decisions,
whether wise or unwise,
happy or not,
it is all cause and effect.

someone said i was self-absorbed,
mayb i am,
or i just felt like not bothering to maintain a facade,
to mask my self confidence of not knowing how to communicate with others.
i try my best when meeting up with frens, but deep down, i know the truth.
sometimes i believe my frens are able to sense this as well,
thats why i never have that many close frens in my entire 23yrs.
my so called close frens are not as close as i wanted them to be,
alas!

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they say that as long as u sincerely care for ur frens, they will draw closer to u,
or does it mean that i'm not sincere on how i treat my frens??? i dunno....
as the end of the year draws to a close, i hope that my concern for others will grow....

the past few days of activity

yeah, i was so kept up with activities this week (since my mum is away, *who let the dogs out woof woof woof woof woof haha! ;d) but somehow i feel quite disconnected with myself... perhaps i didn spend enuf time with myself.... sometimes, we need the peace and quiet to calm down our excitable selves and of course to pray and communicate with our daddy God.
anyways tonite is perhaps one of the last nites of my total anarchic freedom... and i'm gonna go watch a live basketball game! *Whoops
i wish i could play ball well, but unfortunately i dun have the will to keep up with it, perhaps my passion is only temporary, lik all other things that make me excited..

feeling bored

the feeling of boredom, is so rare, cos a burden was just lifted from my shoulders... been rushing for data conversion for 30 companies, the procedure is easy but it was downright tedious! plus the fact that i have to deliver it this morning, (thank God i finished it yesterday!)
haha! so now i'm pretty free as a bird, till my next customer does some preparation for the setup.

cant bear to go bac to work so quickly on mon, so i took leave to rest my routinised mind (doing the same steps 30 times is no kidding i tell u, i think i would be able to do this kind of data conversion next time with both eyes closed... >.<)

so yea, m waiting to continue my foosball.... waiting... still waiting....