good after ranting n ans customer query

yea i'm more cheered up after my earlier post and talking to a highly gan chiong customer... strangely enuf, it has picked me up and led me to continue with life as per normal, haha! anyways its just one of our many big squabbles, and the fact that we hadn had one in ages...

~the end

acceptance...

yes, perhaps it is more for him to accept my flaws, since my flaws are probably more glaring... but is it fair for me? the flaws i need to accept seem paled in comparison huh.... i have to accept his messyness, him turning day into nite with his bad sleeping habit, his too fun-loving character, his slackness when i ask him to do something and he says ok later and which he doesn do it in the end cos its a small thing and doesn interest him and he forgets, and lack of motivation in his studies that might create more chances for a better future, his expenditure with techie stuff when he just makes sure he can just afford it, with little savings left over and for me to be the main person saving up for the most impt day of our lives because i'm the one working and having more income while he's still a student. he is lucky that his family is a more normal one, one that i hope to have, so accepting this is a breeze, while he has to accept my mother, one whom i too wish i can choose, but reality bites because no one can choose who their parents are....
yes.... my acceptances of him are mostly physical, while his acceptances of me are more psychological? i dunno... perhaps lets just say that each and everyone of us does need to accept each other's differences even if the degree is different.. why? thats because everyone of us is different! our characters and responses are so different! the way we are brought up and taught to think are also different!
and yes, he was right when he said i was angry at myself, but it was at first... after the nite walk i was better and even msged to him first to ask him to get over his anger... his responses there after just got me more pissed and upset.... he misinterpreted wat i mean and didn think he had a part to play in my sadness...
i said sorry, and his first reponse was he will accept if i mean it and make effort to change my temper.... now, sorry to me is a hard word to say to anyone... and i made a conscious effort to do so, but i didn expect that kind of return. besides, does he also think he didn need to apologise for misinterpreting and hurtin me with his words? mayb i shdn have msged him cos it "seem" to create more anger.... perhaps then all would have turned out better...
watever it is, it is all said and done.... cooling off for now is better for both of us...

actually more peace....

having passed through the stage of extreme irritation aka anger, ive just amused myself with more slamdunk... apparently, something came up and as most humans are, when things do not go as expected, they get worked up. yea anyways i hope to not let this event ruin the rest of my today.

my bdae week!

this week has been like a whirlwind, afterall its my bdae week! tues-fri i spend my time outside home, with today staying over at wj's place :) mayb gonna watch movie marathon or mayb shd do something different since i dun stay out all that often
yea, very happy! this is perhaps my best bdae ever LOL :D
*appreciate all the little things in my life, claps!

kept up with busy-ness

yea this month has been chaotically busy! i was given reports to do by my bro, some forms by a senior, and then ic oe and po training and more forms alignment at a customer's place which is in..... TUAS!
now i'm only taking a breather and coming in to blog about it, with my next training session on my mind.. ar and ap only and its at ang mo kio... quite relax about it actually since it is not as difficult anymore :) now is only the thing about getting there... how? if only my dad can drive me there... ha

at least i finished my reports already, so nothing really bugs me while i concentrate on my next training.. hehe alright now back to more testings!

my first ic oe and po training

i was totally stressed out for my ic, oe and po training preparation, but now that ive gone through it, it was not so bad :)
and then i apparently fell sick and am still having the cold...
so the moral of the story is..... to not stress urself, cos ur body cannot take it, also, things always turn out well despite ur worse imaginations :\
haha! so there...
now im reading the saint, surfer and the ceo by robin sharma. This book is divided into 3 parts, and yes, im reading the saint portion :-) hehe
rite, shall end here, time to enjoy my sunday, yeeha!

slamdunk

as i'm writing this i'm listening to my favourite song of slamdunk, somehow, i am touched by the song, though its rock and in jap. haha! but the images linked to this song was what led me to feel for this song ;d
how the character struggled to get back to basketball, kind of raises goosebumps as i listen to this catchy tune hehe
i'm so happy to have found the ost *whoops in delight

laughing more, having more fun and... noisyness

haha, bet wj will agree with me, ive been crazily happy these 2/3 days... more relaxed and joking, laughing more, being more lame... hehe, seems like i'm just starting to see some 'light'
u must be wondering wat 'light' i'm toking abt, its just that ive been reading robin sharma and listening to pastor prince's sermons and thinking more abt my life especially wat have i been missing :)
and the more i thought abt it, the more i think that i shd b celebrating for being alive, instead of complaining my life sux because of wat happened to me in the past and present. To live life without any condemnation or sin consciousness because i am made righteous in Christ :)
amen!