today is coming to an end :)

today is gonna be the start of my 9 day long (or should i say 8 days) hiatus from work :))) going off to macau and hongkong next week from 21-26th, yeeha! can feel the excitement creeping back in and plus now work is more relaxed. just previously i was mad with myself for missing out many things for my client, but most of that (i hope!) is over...

tonite will be watching tron in 3d. i dun really like to watch 3d stuff because it feels taxing for my eyes, plus the glasses constant slipping down my nose irritates the hell out of me, i find myself unable to enjoy the movie experience fully.
ah well, i guess its fine cos the special effects are supposed to be good..?

wanted to watch narnia/ranpunzel but the timing is really bad... and i have work tomoro (ya, its a sat and i'm still going down to customer place) so there's that....

everyday passes so quick

scary, everyday seems to be passing so fast. recently met up with 2 frens, and i was telling them that by now i'm not looking forward to counting how old i am... as i recalled i was excited when i finally reached 21 and was happily counting up 17,18,19,20,21! the magic 21! but rite after, when i started working, i realised that 22, 23 and 24 is coming rite up in the next few days seems scary... i noe how my mum feels.... and really i'm not exactly keen to keep track of my age. no wonder, women say that age is a secret, i believe that somehow it comes to the point where when someone asks abt their age, they had to minus of from their birthdate to give the correct answer! so they mite as well save this trouble... lol, and i'm beginning to do that! OMG >.<

rite, shall end now, before i become all so complainy about getting older....

freedom is mine, again!

haha, yepz, my parents are away in china for 9 days, so the house is mine... muahaha.. and also been religiously finding ways to exercise be it climbing up stairs at mrt stations wherever possible, walking extra bit longer... lol
but it feels really good, after sweating it out! it definitely has something to do with hormones heheh ;)

abt work, going down to a customer place with a senior helps me to learn better, esp when he's patient and will explain to me if i have any queries. best of all, i can learn how to interact better with my customers. my senior's really good!

and later i'm going down to another customer's place alone.. hoping to be able to practise on wat ive learnt and plus recently been PMS-sy, really wishing i can be as patient as i can be... she's an auntie afterall.... oh welllllll....

:|

yeah, im on a diet

ive been on a diet for about a few weeks, tryin to make a point to exercise everyday. of course it is good that ive committed to a goal of losing to 50kg. now i think ive lost ard 1kg or so. its tough, but at least i noe i'm now a lil' healthier than before rather than the eat, sit and sleep routine.

today i hope to lose another 500g or 1kg if possible. :)

ive put on some weight

yupz, have put on some weight since i came back from port dickson... and tonite's my mum's bdae dinner which is most likely gonna be..... a buffet!!
the thing abt buffets is that one is most likely to overeat, and since i'm uber greedy for food, u noe wat that means... but tonite, i will try to be more disciplined.... to eat less cakes and more fruits....

been so busy i feel sick....

yes, i haven been in here for some time. apparently when one gets busy, one seems carried away by the current of wanting to finish and satisfy customers.
till now i have faced numerous customers, those that are downright irritating as they call you to no end, customers that demand alot from you, customers that are unhappy with the system and wants you to do something about it.
gosh, ive been so stressed that i'm even entertaining thoughts of quitting. wj says my job is not suited for me.... i think... mayb so.... since i cant quite manage customers all that well... but.... i'm also learning.... and boy it is hard. there are times when i'm totally down and out and the only way seems to tell wj about it and then cry it out. at times i wish, there were more seniors i could ask, if not for my slow learning process..
i'm again starting to feel my throat getting itchy. its a sign of sore throat coming... sheesh! and yet a few months back i just nursed a sore throat for 2 weeks... now.... it seems like my body is again protesting about the stress level.
i haven been able to relax fully in a long long time....
i haven also been managing my expectations.... mayb wat wj say is rite... i'm a person with high esteem but ultra low confidence... with the balance of both, i probably wouldn be caught in this stressful state....
sigh....
drink loads water....

ive become more pimply

yes, pimples are popping up now with even more vengeance, and yes, i haven seen dr chan for quite some time... apparently ive been sick for the past 2 weeks, having seen the polyclinic doc twice and a chinese sinseh (mum insisted i go). so... i'll have to wait till i'm done with the chinese med before i can go bac to treat my pimples.... have a lil patience my fren.....
sigh! :(

two books ive been reading

been reading 2 books, "unmerited favor" by pastor joseph prince, and the other was something more secular, "chicken soup for the soul - american idol"
both are inspiring and uplifting and i love these feel-good feelings, lol, i mean duh! who doesn wan to feel good?
anyways, now am at home resting from a croaky voice... will take a nap now... zzzz land....

the tenacity to want to do well

wj mentioned that i shd convert my moodiness into something to help me keep up in my work. ive been thinking about it, as well as praying. and i believe that ive found wat i need. it is useless to moan and complain abt my lack in accounting knowledge, so wat i shd do is to read abt it, learn in my own pace. i shd not bother abt how much i'm picking up or how quick i'm picking up, rather, i shd be happy that i'm constantly learning.

~nobody shd be able to put me down, as i can stand perfect in Jesus. Amen!

last nite's catchup and today's dental visit

last nite i met up with karen, it was great fun, cos we talked almost non-stop as if she didn left the company at all! was still so familiar with our usual joking and bantering. wow, it was truly a blessed nite :)
we exchanged updates on wats happened in our lives and it was amazing that she and i had gone thru some 'storms' and of course we both emerged victorious, thank the Lord as we both agreed haha!
she insisted to treat me to starbucks coffee, which was meant as a blessing, and i told her that ive received a lot of blessings from nancy too! i want to bless them too, but so far, not that much chance (nancy's refusal to allow me to pay, but thankfully karen's not like that lol!)

i haven had a starbucks coffee with a good fren in a long long long while, and have almost forgotten the feeling... the nice warm relaxed feeling... it was good to feel it again :)))


and.... today i went to the dentist, oh my! the some sort of drilling made my teeth really sensitive! i had a gaping hole in my last upper tooth due to the old filling which fell off sometime like 2 mths ago.... so i had no choice but to do this tooth filling.... and 2mths later i'll be scheduled for cleaning... abit phobic abt going to the dentist....