been so busy i feel sick....

yes, i haven been in here for some time. apparently when one gets busy, one seems carried away by the current of wanting to finish and satisfy customers.
till now i have faced numerous customers, those that are downright irritating as they call you to no end, customers that demand alot from you, customers that are unhappy with the system and wants you to do something about it.
gosh, ive been so stressed that i'm even entertaining thoughts of quitting. wj says my job is not suited for me.... i think... mayb so.... since i cant quite manage customers all that well... but.... i'm also learning.... and boy it is hard. there are times when i'm totally down and out and the only way seems to tell wj about it and then cry it out. at times i wish, there were more seniors i could ask, if not for my slow learning process..
i'm again starting to feel my throat getting itchy. its a sign of sore throat coming... sheesh! and yet a few months back i just nursed a sore throat for 2 weeks... now.... it seems like my body is again protesting about the stress level.
i haven been able to relax fully in a long long time....
i haven also been managing my expectations.... mayb wat wj say is rite... i'm a person with high esteem but ultra low confidence... with the balance of both, i probably wouldn be caught in this stressful state....
sigh....
drink loads water....